Day 165

Confession: Today I was ready to have a surgery I’ve fought 10 years for just to have it canceled at the last moment, no fault of my own. It will be rescheduled but the trauma of systems continuing to fail me has been triggering. The war for this procedure is unexplainable and the weeks of mental and physical preparation for what was supposed to be a day of freedom became a day of silent oppression.
Next time, it won’t be taken from me.

Sound of the day: ILoveMakonnen – Tuesday (ft. Drake) https://youtu.be/qAm_vj7bvZs?si=uFUooVtZ4zVkhtxu

My friend and I designated this as my surgery song. And it’s in fact a Tuesday.