Why 365 days of confessions?

“The commitment and consistency of projects causes me to duck away prematurely, and it’s destroying not only my self-confidence, but the stepping stones that lead toward my goals.

How can I achieve the impossible if I give up the moment something feels impossible?

These confessions-paired with photos, videos, and sound-are my way of reclaiming the person I’ve been disconnected from and challenging myself to complete something daunting, step by step. A deadline each day over 365 days. A year of no rushing, no slowing.

This is for me.”




Nadine Rivers is a director in the making, drawn to the untold stories of the underdog. A cult survivor living with chronic illness and CPTSD, they hope their work offers solace and understanding to others.

Rivers lives in British Columbia with their chaotic dog, 90’s pickup truck, and a deep desire to get the hell to Europe someday.