Day 144

Confession: My grief stems from many places but I didn’t realize my social awkwardness was part of that grief.
I grieve the life I was supposed to lead.
I grieve the future I expected to have.
I grieve the person I won’t become.
I grieve the way I wish it had been.
I grieve the loss of stability.
I grieve the parent I never had.
I grieve the relationships I deserved.
I grieve the loss of religion.
I grieve the loss of trust.
I grieve the loss of safety.
All while I tell someone what I do for work.

Sound of the day: Half Moon Run – Devil May Care https://youtu.be/Ryr9Rv_F0EA?si=cilCaU6704GQQGs4