Day 217

Confession: Today marks 10 years.

I have many regrets, but it seems a bit weird to me that one of them is when I didn’t kiss him, even though we both knew we would always just be friends. But what a damn good friend I had.  Sometimes when I’m stuck I ask myself “what would Kevin do?”, so maybe I still have my friend after all.

Sound of the day: David Bowie – Heroes  https://youtu.be/lXgkuM2NhYI?si=PsR3gh6oOlNy7txZ

I wrote this a couple years ago:

Make haste to a grave
Bereft of his face,
Eyes closed, a gaze
Withdrawing from memory
I beg-don’t leave me
In this rotten place!
An ache, oh so jealous
Of your gentle escape.

Who is he now,
But the one God knows?
Or do we both
Exist outside of the soul?
A dream so tame
Of black and breath,
Where no Lord peers in,
No light, no depth.

Forgive me—no answers are mine.
It is done, left behind-
Guilt, shame, I plea rewind,
To dance once more,
Your soul I will find.
You owe me.
Haunt me!
I have the time.