Day 219

Confession: I feel like a failure when someone sees me cry. I did that in front of police today out of anger and regret.  I felt small when they told me things I already knew and things I needed to hear again. They didn’t know the full picture but what landed is if I continue on the path I’m on, I’m gunna be ok. It’s always scary knowing I can fuck that up at any moment.

Oh, and I have the right to call anytime I feel unsafe. It’s crazy to me how long it can take to accept that resource.

Sound of the day: Nato Kitch – feels so strange https://youtu.be/ttbahwZocOk?si=ku4CFKCwVNCnc49Q